I went to the OB yesterday and I got to see my little baby. It was so weird to see it. As I watched the screen and listened to the heart beat I realized that a miracle was happening inside of me. I am beyond blessed to have a little life growing inside of me. For the most part I don't notice the little one because my pregnancy so far has been pretty easy. I just get tired in the afternoons and need to take a nap or recently my left back side hurts sometimes. That little heart beat and watching the baby do flips was amazing. I can't believe that I am lucky enough to be pregnant right now.
At the same time it scares me a lot. I feel like I have no idea what I am doing. I am sure I will figure things out a long the way.